it’s usaly a good sigen if I don’t post on here that much. But it has not bean good or bad just time for a change. A time to look after a close friend who is sick. I time to realize that in alot of ways I’m just to sensative for this biz. I’m not leaving the biz but doing what I can to keep my goodness intact. live and love everyone. I know I will.
I have never been one for cranking the stuff out fast. I like to keep things good and well good yea. I don’t ever want to feel like I just did this for the $. But honestly I’m a fool for doing porn as a passion. It’s just not part of the biznes model. I also feel like I pay a bit of a personal price for my involvement with porn. This is sad because I don’t think that porn is bad… it’s just that others do and they can’t get over it and for ever will frame in a different light. I’m not going anywhere so don’t worry… but I sure could use some quite time. This is the first time in my life where I fell like I achieved my gole and then some and then was not presented with a new gole. I’m never one for taking the safe wrought so I’m sure this won’t be any different.