Archive for February, 2009

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Friday, February 27th, 2009

your funny… 

 

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this is about moving forward not back… I have no plans on putting names to negative experansexs so do your best to ego serch this sight. But hay thanks for looking aneyway.. hope we can be friends.

orphaned

Tuesday, February 24th, 2009

It seems the trooth has a way of just coming out.

Some times when it does you relize the lie was the realaty.

When I started in 2004 I was told to make sure to only do things I could stand behind. I’m glad I took that advice or I would be total loss at this point.

The positive and supportive relationship I enjoyed with my family is gone. Only to reveal the trooth about what thay though. Nice guys Finnish last and honestly is not the best polosey. But there is a releff in not haveing to live for ohters.

I now know what most feel in this biz I’m afrade. 

 

gate keeper blues

Monday, February 9th, 2009

often I hate being the one who shooses who gets to make a vivid-alt moive. But sometimes when some one has publicly spoken negatively about me or even to my face. I fell like it’s a given that I’m not going to give them work aney more or ever for that mater. I’m always spooked when these people still hit me up. So do these people forget what thay said or do that think I forgot or did not notice. But even when this come up. I feel bad about it… but not after this post. aaaaa the power of my new katharick blog… O joy

Manage the talents expectations.

Sunday, February 8th, 2009

Zack Sabbith pointed out to me once that girls in this biz basically see a long line of guys who have work for them. Want to get them all excited about something good that they are going to make happen for them and then they try to sleep with them. Nothing discusses me more than seeing what happens when a girl is promised the world buy some guy in the bizz thats going to hook her up big. 

Recently a small web sight took on a “contact star” but all I see is a girl getting lied too and some creepy webmaster getting laid. I can only emagen the amount of BS that must be slung to get a girl in that position. It’s so pimp 2.0 if you ask me. But hay what the fuck do I know… many of these “photographers” on flicker and model mahem Kreep me out with a K as well. 

Look if you work with girls in this biz… Manage there expiations please. Unless your only here to get laid then buy all means promise the world to every one because you are quite the big man arnt you. 

 

expectation |ˌekspekˈtā sh ən|nounstrong belief that something will happen or be the case in the future reality had not lived up to expectations an expectation that the government will provide the resources he drilled his men in expectation of a Prussian advance.• a belief that someone will or should achieve something students had highexpectations for their future.• ( expectations) archaic one’s prospects of inheritance.• Mathematics another term for expected value .

my pasents misleads some… mostly those of ill will.

Sunday, February 8th, 2009

I often say “I went from teaching kids how to make movies to teaching hookers how to make movies”. I don’t think porn talent are hookers ofcorce but but it’s more fun to call them that when I say that line. So I’m really pashent and I it’s a skill I honed teaching youth video for years. Some times people think there getting away with something only to find they have gone too far with me and there now finding them selfs Xed. I like to let people show there true coolers and respond accordingly. As you get older you see patterns and your foolish if you wast time letting things go the way you know they will. So forgive me for seeming so calm as you reveal to me that your not some one who I can have in my life. Go ahead and movie on

“If it was not for me!!!!!” no it’s not like that okay.

Sunday, February 8th, 2009

I’m reall prowed of any positive influence I have had on the scene and it’s groth. Plese don’t confuse that pride with me trying to say that I maid this person or that… Everyone makes them self in this world. But I’m openly prowed of many I work with and have worked with. In a quite response often I’ll add to conversation things like “I gave them there first gig” or “I got them started…”. I like to connect the dots, I like to see it happen. Don’t get it twisted at the end of the day if you want to talk too me about what I do. It’s about what I make, not who I maid.