Carma with a C and Kreepy with a K
April 11th, 2009What ever it is that you do will do you in. Time will do it’s work and if you can’t lurn and change. Then it’s just a long dark tunnel saped like a donut
I feel like it’s time for a bit of a brake
April 9th, 2009I have never been one for cranking the stuff out fast. I like to keep things good and well good yea. I don’t ever want to feel like I just did this for the $. But honestly I’m a fool for doing porn as a passion. It’s just not part of the biznes model. I also feel like I pay a bit of a personal price for my involvement with porn. This is sad because I don’t think that porn is bad… it’s just that others do and they can’t get over it and for ever will frame in a different light. I’m not going anywhere so don’t worry… but I sure could use some quite time. This is the first time in my life where I fell like I achieved my gole and then some and then was not presented with a new gole. I’m never one for taking the safe wrought so I’m sure this won’t be any different.
I dated who?
April 7th, 2009Im not shure what the kids today call dating but besides my current squeez. I had a thing that was only for few months. I was in a 7year relationship b4 that and a 5 year b4 that. I here some say that we dated. But I never thought we were.
tip to the neu kids
April 5th, 2009You better mean what you type on the internet.
Or be smart enough and humble enough to consider you may be wrong.
I’m often wrong and enjoy the internet as a cathartic process.
But you have to deside do you want trooth or do you just want to reach for the most shinny object or the thing that makes the most noize.
reminder ! agents work for the talent not the other way around
March 30th, 2009I had a moment with an agent that is pretty new to the biz who put $$ b4 health. I properly lost it on his ass. My god where do these people come from and how the fuck do they live with them selves. If necessary some day later I’ll talk about doing things to take care of the heath of are performers. But for the moment lets just say its encouraging to see something handled properly and effectively in this biz…
I just want you to know that Eon McKai is
March 6th, 2009Los Angeles’s #1 Alt-porn girl.
Or something like that
Your going to get in trouble for hanging out with me?????
March 3rd, 2009excuse me? what? your telling me that some one is going to be mad becuse your standing here with me????
Now ether I’m supper freeken evil or… or… or… I don’t know. You tell me what “or” is. I’m getting tired of this type of thing… and it makes me wonder what this person who might be “mad at you” is so scared of. As my friend you talk to and hang out with who ever you want… Perhaps I’m a fool but it seems like…. some one is trying to control you… I own no one and only want to see people come up. I’ll let my past and futcher actions speak for them selves… over and out….
you search your name :)
February 27th, 2009your funny…
google.com/analytics = fun
this is about moving forward not back… I have no plans on putting names to negative experansexs so do your best to ego serch this sight. But hay thanks for looking aneyway.. hope we can be friends.
orphaned
February 24th, 2009It seems the trooth has a way of just coming out.
Some times when it does you relize the lie was the realaty.
When I started in 2004 I was told to make sure to only do things I could stand behind. I’m glad I took that advice or I would be total loss at this point.
The positive and supportive relationship I enjoyed with my family is gone. Only to reveal the trooth about what thay though. Nice guys Finnish last and honestly is not the best polosey. But there is a releff in not haveing to live for ohters.
I now know what most feel in this biz I’m afrade.
gate keeper blues
February 9th, 2009often I hate being the one who shooses who gets to make a vivid-alt moive. But sometimes when some one has publicly spoken negatively about me or even to my face. I fell like it’s a given that I’m not going to give them work aney more or ever for that mater. I’m always spooked when these people still hit me up. So do these people forget what thay said or do that think I forgot or did not notice. But even when this come up. I feel bad about it… but not after this post. aaaaa the power of my new katharick blog… O joy